Tia,
I don't know if you know, but my H's third time back only lasted a week. Then he left again because I said I dont like the amount of drinking and time he spends at the bars.

So yes he was back, but now is gone again.

I do agree that he needs to get counseling, but that would take a miracle of some sort for him to ever go. He has always been completely against it.

I feel like my love is dying in every way, and it is too scarey to deal with. I never wanted this to happen, and it was all such a shock cuz I thought we had an incredible life and love together. It is all gone now, and I just have to deal with it.
TIPPER