Thanks for the article Joie.

But I think H really believes he's happy with his new Brady Bunch. I don't see it ending any time soon and we will be long divorced by then.

I keep trying to think of the positives:

I don't have the stress of living with his dark moods, I don't have to put up with the disrespect from step-D, I do have my own future and a new career to look forward to.

It just feels icky that I can't talk with or share anything with H anymore. He was my best friend.