H is having affair after all

[Evie]

I was emailing a friend this morning about how bad i felt at still loving H and would have him back despite everything. This is her reply:

What wonderful creatures women are, when we love, we really do love. I dont think H deserves you at all after all he has said and done. However the fact that you love so deeply, so strongly and without limits, really makes you an amazing woman. Dont beat yourself up about it, just know that it is not because you are weak that makes you feel that way, it is because you are strong! A quote from church is that 'When we love someone, we see them as God does' - this means He (and you in this case) sees beyond the weaknesses of man and recognises the good that is in that person. So if you continue to love H I beleive it is because of your love, compassion and loyality - which are worthy characteristics!