I'm not sure how I can convince him he doesn't know me at all.. because the truth is although I am trying to change he in fact is the person that knows me the best.. I'll have to think on this some more.
Question for all of you, and I know I'm not supposed to dissect the things that he says.. but why does he always talk future stuff with me. There is a small possibility that he may have to go to Spain at the end of this year.. and he said that he'll have Demi and I come to see him since he'll be there for a month and he doesn't want to go that long without seeing us.. Is this just a gesture so that he can see D2? And since I'm her Mommy I need to come as well? He also was talking about his season tickets for soccer... and says things like we'll go see a few games.. and that he had tried to get an extra seat for D2 but wasn't able to.. so maybe next year.. All really weird stuff. I'm no longer looking at it as something to get my hopes up on.. because he says stuff like this ALL OF THE TIME.. and then like Saturday also says the crap that hurts. What I don't understand and probably never will is WHY he says it at all. He's all over the place.. unless he truly thinks he's inviting me to these things just to be friendly... or that maybe he's just making conversation and really has no intention to actually do the things he says????
I guess I'll never know.. but wanted to vent about it anyway!
