Just checking in. Sounds like you're feeling a bit anxious going home...things have been pretty unpredictable, so I can sure understand it if you're feeling that way. Looking at your thread, you talked about dropping in a little prayer along the way. I find that's something I'm doing more of these days. Sometimes it helps a little...makes me feel a little less alone in this mess. Asking for patience, strength, wisdom...anything like that.
Well, my friend, I wish you all the above. Today's one of those days where I'm not sure how I'm going to get through these dark and painful times. My mom reminds me sometimes when I'm upset or scared to keep a cool head w/my W. Not in an impersonal way, but just to be as grounded as possible. Hang in there, BT.