Thanks very much for your post and support. I've been pretty teary the last few hours, feeling some of that grieving sadness and frustration. I am feeling just at a loss. I feel like no matter what I do or don't do, it's not going to be enough. That's one of my issues that gets triggered sometimes and runs really deep. I have been trying to GAL, but it feels so small and insufficient in a way. My W. already has a lot more of a life. Then I compare myself and start putting me down, which I'm sure doesn't make me attractive. At the same time, I sometimes feel so crap, like I'm trying hard to hold a space for things, GAL, work.
