Thank you Sandi. I don't know how to approach the C issue with him. He really is a private person and doesn't like to talk about himself much but he brought up C when he said he wanted to come home. I actually suggested the program through church because he doesn't know anyone there. He doesn't attend except holidays and the odd Sunday here and there. I'm the one who is involved in our church but I have an amazing support there in my women's bible study.

I'm just really scared that I'm going to do or say something that will send him running like a scared rabbit again. I hate this terrified feeling.

I am letting him come to me though, not pursuing him. Tonight he is working overnight and I have been tempted to call him at least a half dozen times but I didn't. About 20 minutes ago he called me and asked me why I hadn't called him. I told him I had been busy and just sat down to read. He was so funny! Sounded put out that I hadn't called. He's been texting me for the last 10 minutes - just funny stuff

I'll continue praying for peace and know that God will get me through this.


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!