Well not much new to update on...
H is still In Mexico, my kids are well. And I am well too. I stopped dwelling so much on my weight and in the process have lost 4 pounds I am really excited about that. I have secretly been obsessing @ my weight for years. In the process not enjoying my life , my body nor my food ~ to be honest. I have let go so to speak and try to just put in what is good. ( chocolate cake with chocolate frosting is still my fave).

Treat my body like the temple it has always been, but I never chose to see. I have been using the affirmation of " do not overfeed your body" and crazy as that sounds it has been working. I also really enjoy my work. I Looooooooove giving Facials. It makes me feel awesome when I make someone relax and feel good too. I come home excited to see my Family.

My H has been so loving with me lately. I feel like he has set the armor down and he is trying to just feel the love. Like he trusts me more. Like he can be vulnerable around me.

I get an ILY almost 5 times a week now and you know what it still feels so special eevry time he says it. Like Angels start to sing around me when he says those three little words. The other day when I asked what he was up to.. he responded with. Loving you and missing you too~!!!!!! In this genuine matter of fact way.


Are you kidding me I am putty in his hands.......


So May 1st, will be the 2 year mark and it has felt at times like an eternity to get here and at the same time where did the time go?

As I work on getting my EGO more and more out of the way,, and look at my H presence in my life as a gift and not his obligation to me for being a Great Wife it seems so much more rewarding and real. And like it gets so much more loving between the 2 of us.

Lately this honestly feels so blissful. And the more I let go .. the more he loves me.


For soooooooooooooooooo long I thought if I held on really , really tight. And almost held my breath so to speak it would get better. But I see now it takes so much more strength to let go and love.
The way I feel lately is amazing. I have so much more energy and my house is more organized and my heart is so full. I am truly rich and blessed and it all changed when I chose to change. God is good.

God Bless, ~Ali