Hey, 'thro -- I understand about the email vs. journal - i wonder if it's b/c her j. is just her internal thoughts and email is what she's communicating with others - what you might wish she'd communicat with you?


Yup, if she's got that nagging feeling about "not having enough experience" she has to work that through herself. I'll pray she does it with YOU!

Good job on the R talk! You are doing great! OF COURSE you will be wondering if it's worth it! That's normal! I say the same thing to SBH, but it's a little harder for me to bear the thought of him not thinking I'm worth it. And, as time goes on, I think we both have fewer and fewer of those "wondering" thoughts. Well, I haven't had any in a long time, which makes me happy & thankful.

And, I may not BE a bag (thanks, SBH...), but I do know 1) I have a ton of baggage, and 2) how GREAT it feels to have someone who loves me enough to forgive me for my horrible mistakes and carry on helping me deal with my schtuff...

Keep looking for the good stuff!!!

SBH-SAM