Update to my sitch, the end has come

[mako_man]

Ya, my thing is pretty simple with her and I have already laid it out. She has recently spoken or working on us, on a few different occasions while she was still in rehab. I am trying to take everything with a grain of salt and definitely not trying to get hurt again. But my thing is this: If thats the case AND we start to work on "us" I dont want you contacting any guys from this recent past of yours. She claimed thats fair, but shes with her sister now, vulnerable, got her cell phone and plenty of free time. Shes not spending it with me, but I know she is attending at least 1 AA meeting a day. But, I cant help but feel anxious over where she is and whst she is doing, ya know? I know I have to let that go, but I just dont want to be played again.