Jen - i'm inbetween kids activities atm, maybe at 7.30ish if teh kids are behaving?

I can see what your saying about replying. Its all in place of conversations we would normally have, but this isn't normal atm its insignificant to me right now and I FEEL he is been too demanding, i want him to have a bit of compassion for me, i feel like saying make a decision yourself, stop asking me, but then he'll be wrong if he does that also.

I wish i could go into a black hole for a while, get my thoughts and strength togther and then face him.

Any advice about the ski trip, i feel they're both having the last laugh.

X Eve


P/A confirmed 5/03/08

03/08 H said affair over, I dont think it is, h still doesn't want marriage

T: 13
M: 8
D:20 & 17 from Previous M
S: 8 & 4
BS: May 07 ILYBNILWY
S: 13/10/07