going to MC in about an hour. Arg, feeling anxious. Not sure why but it's that sense of not really knowing where my W. is at or if anything has changed. Makes it hard to feel comfortable. It's probably irrational, but I'm concerned that somehow being away for a few days has made her clear that this is something she doesn't want. It sounds rather ludicrous thinking to me, but then, this business has not been predictable. and I do specialize in periodic ludicrous thinking...
I'm trying to remember that we've had positive experiences so far in the MC and it has been useful for both of us, so hopefully that will be the case again. I feel anxious re: I'm not sure what is "okay" to ask about. Actually, I don't even know for sure why I'm feeling kind of freaked out, but that is how I'm feeling. I did fairly well this weekend, but this morning I've been on edge and having quite a hard time settling down.
