I do grieve for the feeling of 'ease' that the first portion of my M had. I do feel that things are not the same. I will always be sad that the exclusivity of our M was thrown away; that can never be recovered; that bell has been rung.
I am struggling with this right now even though I have very low hopes that my H will ever want this R/M right now. I wonder a lot if I can ever forgive him for how he has hurt me.
Originally Posted By: saffie
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Does that make me petty ?
no, it just means you are laughing instead of crying - which is good
Laughter is the best medicine!
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
