Thank you for your insite. Your sweet and you are probably right.
I will not give up on my marriage, one because of my children and that is #1 and 2, i've invested too much of my life into our relationship, im not about to give up.
Don't get me wrong, there are great things about my H, he's not all "bad".. and yes, I probably could do better, but I don't think like that. We all have our faults, and I have mine, its just his faults he can't even admit to.
I am thinking about talking with him about it. I have to pick a time when the kids are at my parents house and we are alone. Because there are just too many distractions here.
On the way home from picking up my S5 there was a beautiful song on the radio, and made me think of him. I did get weepy thinking I will miss him when he's away, as much as he makes me crazy, I will be alone a lot this summer and Im not looking forward to it. so now more than ever I need to work on us before it gets to the end of the line.
Thanks again for posting, Don't be stranger, I might not be as frisky as saffie, but thats ok!
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
