Helloooo...Smoother Ride....Where Are You?? - Pt.2

[SueS]

Joie-

Thanks for the email. I'll respond back to you soon.

lwb- I'm feeling better. D3 hasn't had a fever in a few days, but still has the cough. We had a good Saturday. She and I got out and enjoyed some fresh air as we did some shopping.

Journaling.......................
A pretty quiet weekend. Friday H called and asked if D3 and I wanted to go to dinner again. We did. I do this to give D3 more time with the two of us. We had a decent time.

On Sat. H worked. D3 and I got out and did some shopping. Nothing major. H made dinner both Sat. & Sunday. It's strange playing the family thing but all along knowing he's just waiting out our lease until he can leave. I know he's been looking at furniture ads in the paper and is still having rental listings sent to him by OW. I don't doubt they come to him from her, as they are all within a few miles of her home.

I did call H out on the rental deal on Sat. He was joking and asked me what I was doing on the computer. I said, looking at the rental listings you keep getting sent to you by someone. I told him that I can't even get on the computer without a reminder. He was completely quiet and just walked away. He was very polite the rest of the day.

Yesterday we were pretty relaxed. We all three went grocery shopping together. Just hung out at home. I got D3 to bed and to sleep pretty quickly last night. I don't know why, but I broke down crying in bed last night. I think H heard me. He left around 11:15.....who knows where. I'm sure he'd tell me it was to workout. Not sure what time he got home.

I had a long talk with my mom last night. I cried a lot. I was just tired. H caught me crying then. He asked who I was talking to. I was honest. He then just asked questions about my family....how people were doing.

I don't feel 100% today. I made sure that I look good though. Nice pants, a nice (tighter) sweater!

Time to get on with work!

SueS