Good job for doing so much reading. SBH did that, too, I am SO BURNED OUT on learning about relationships/psychology/etc. that I don't have the energy to make myself read. But I do know a fair amount of what you guys talk about that you have read, so that helps some. And I'm in c - pay someone else to teach it to me, in a way that is specifically for me & my M!
Hoping you had a good night last night. Also, thinking maybe to remind you - you did have dinner with this divorcee's sort-of-BF and found him to be an ok guy. At least he wasn't a sleaze!
So So so So hard to trust when you've been deceived and hurt. And when you're not seeing the things you need to to believe she is completely aware of how she got where she got. You're a smart man, and I'm sure you'll keep dbing your you-know-what off until things improve!
Sounds like you could use some commiserating (SP???) from SBH...he's been taking a break from the bb, but maybe I'll tell him to just stop by your thread...
You sound a bit gloomy the past few days - maybe time to have a great evening out with your W and try to put these things aside for a little while??!!
