Hello Mr. MLC part deux!!

[mymonkeybug]

FG-

The bathroom he used is next to our bedroom. The only other one is IN our bedroom. When I see something in him that appears to be step towards me I try to move towards him and he retreats. It's as if he is very scared or just plain old disgusted, who knows.

He professes he doesn't feel it for me anymore, meaning LOVE. He darts out the door almost as if he'd better hurry before I try to touch him or hug him.

My toes are pointing towards him but as well as my heart but my mind right now is elsewhere and since my actions and talk this week are so 180 of what they have been since he left he seems more at ease around me so I am to believe I should continue on that path for a bit. He is getting exactly from me what he asked for when he left and that is space.

I offered for him to have the kids overnight on a Sat. night maybe every other weekend or something if he would be willing to stay at his mom and dads since he isn't living there anymore and I will not let the kids go wherever he is living as he doens't tell me other than it's with friends. He very quickly corrected me and said he is still living with his parents which is the total opposite of what he said just the previous weekend about living with friends up town who are taking care of him and helping him. He says one thing one day then the total opposite the next time we talk. He seems LOST within his own mind.

It really seems like since I have backed way off this past week he is coming around and behaving more like the old Danny he used to be long before he left. It almost looks like he is also realizing this new life he thought he wanted isn't all it was supposed to be. But I don't know and have stopped trying to analyze things involving him.