lwb and Joie~

thank you for checking up on me. Yesterday, we decided to do 'easter eggs' as family. It was really fun! All of us had funky color fingers, shirts, floors and just everywhere (and eggs..)! I am glad we did something positive and led kids have a good time.


Last night, I had great time with my friends. I visited them and had lots of drinks. Just good time with girls and I fell asleep on her couch until 9am! I felt like 'bad teenager' LOL.


H.. he is pretty quiet not talking about serious things. seems really frustrated with his life. I think I have to give him space and think about his life.

I don't think I am doing LRT well. 180 and GAL are just too much for me at this point.


I wish I know how he feels about me. Does it mean anything for him that I have been supportive or still love him ? I feel like it has not improved at all (only 4 months since separation but seems like very long time)


Me:31 H:29 D:7 S:2
M:7y Together:8y
found out his A :07/07
bomb:11/01/07
s: 11/15/07
OW-1 is out of state; other female friends around
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