Jethro:

I really could use yours and anybody else's insight over here in piecing.

Now after almost 8 mos and starting the D stuff, H is talking about MC. He says "What would be the harm in trying it?" I am having a hard time getting over the anger of him waiting till now. I know it's better late than ever. But I was comfortable in my life and trying to move on with it.

I guess what I am asking is for someone to please come hit me with a 2x4 and wake me up over on the Sep forum. I love my H but I am scared to death of going through the pain all over again. I feel like I am going into this MC stuff with a closed mind and I know it will be a waste of time if I do.

I am sorry to hog your thread..just looking for some of my ol' friends and new to give me a swift kick in the shorts.