We still gotta get around to our comparing notes business.
"I guess i'm just sitting in limbo right now. Kinda floating somewhere in between sad and angry and accepting in my M. If that makes any sense. I go from being confused to thinking i understand to moments where it all feels hopeless. I'm scared of shutting off again. I feel like i could be shutting off my emotions kinda and don't want to get to that point. Sometimes it just really hurts to think about all this and i don't like it. I wish this was easier... i know we all do!"
I know that feeling all too well and it is a rotten one. The only key differences being that I do not share kids or living space with my W.
