kissak & others, I really want to have hope, and I can't even believe that for the first time ever I feel like I don't even want to be with him (due to what he has done and what he has turned into). I would still like to believe that if my H does get help and want to truely come back, that I would have a change of heart and be able to accept him. But I can not bank on that happening.
In the meantime, I know my focus has to be on me. And while I am GAL if I end up accidentally meeting someone that treats me well, then so be it.
I ran into my H this weekend at one of the local bars that I was at with my friends. He walked in and I didn't even see him. My friends were immediately like, "come on lets go", so we left and went across the street to another tavern. While we all left, my H's old best friend stayed and were talking. My h's old best friend told him to stop using me and putting my through this crap. I guess their conversation got pretty heated and my H wanted to fight him, but others stepped in and diffused the situation.
Then today, I woke up and my H text me that "he has no regrets, and he hopes I don't either" ,and again to say "I hope we are still friends - please". I finally responded with: "I will never regret trying, and that I am sure we will always be friends on some level". He text me back and said "a very good level, I presume", and then again to say, "I know this sucks, but it is awesome that your still my friend - wow". I didn't respond.
Then later in the afternoon he text me again, and said "can I rent out your grandmas old house". I didn't respond, I don't even own it - my parents do and this would put them in a very awkward position. I cant believe the nerve he has to even ask this again. TIPPER
