Had a great day skking today but I am thinking way to much about my sitch. I wish I drank so I could drink my blues away. This crap is in my every thought.
this sound dumb but picture a stop sihn when you think about your wife. i was at a powerlifting meet yesturday and by buddy called his W next to me. I had to literly picture that damn stop sigh or let my day be ruined. now im not telling you to continue to run from exp to exp hopeing to keep thinks out of your mind... thats not health either. you do need to plan your moves with the W and work on yourself in context to the M but when you get down while GAL you need to say "this is my time " and think of the stop sigh and keep on moving
Marcum.. I have tried that and it works at times. Sometimes I picture a stop sign and then I pray a little. That helps. I also try to think of some of my favorate things. Today I not only thought about my favorate things I also did them.
We skied hard all day in deep snow with sun shine all day. We cwere skiing deep powder in the woods with nothing but sunshine and looking out at the bueatiful Rocky Mountains. I have been skiing for 45 years and today may have been my best day ever. We skied from 8:30 to 3:30 with a 35 minute lunch. Tree skiing, bowl skiing, 40 mile an hr cruisers and great company.
I hardly thought of her at all but I really miss my boys. They would have loved it so much to be with thier Dad today. And I know for sure W would have done something to ruin it. She does not like when we have to much fun around her.
Marcum, it varries about the thread locks. Usually somewhere between 12-14 pages. I think it depends on how long the pages are....but I don't know. Just going by my own threads.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
If not, sorry, I know how it is trying to learn all this stuff. Anyway, where your last thread started, go up to the http: address and highlight find your copy button, go to new thread and hit your past button and it shows it like this.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
Just checking in. Sounds like you're feeling a bit anxious going home...things have been pretty unpredictable, so I can sure understand it if you're feeling that way. Looking at your thread, you talked about dropping in a little prayer along the way. I find that's something I'm doing more of these days. Sometimes it helps a little...makes me feel a little less alone in this mess. Asking for patience, strength, wisdom...anything like that.
Well, my friend, I wish you all the above. Today's one of those days where I'm not sure how I'm going to get through these dark and painful times. My mom reminds me sometimes when I'm upset or scared to keep a cool head w/my W. Not in an impersonal way, but just to be as grounded as possible. Hang in there, BT.
