H is having affair after all

[Evie]

know I'll be a bitter person if i don't get some honest answers. BUT equally i agree with Holly, I don't want to get into a tit for tat, i am really not strong enough, i am very raw.

He seems very defensive and very niave. He should be giving my behaviour the benefit of the doubt, considering the blow that has just been dealt and especially how i found out, but he just doesn’t get it. He is so selfish, it’s as if its all about him.

lwb - i'm not surprised by his email AT ALL, his biggest problem is lack of communication and he will run from all confrontation. ''He won't discuss matters'' is just typical of him. He doesn't want to and I do want to and he knows that, I asked him yesterday to dispel the gossip and be honest with me, I hate him right now, so anything I find out will not make him a better person in my eyes right now. It would be better in the long run for me if he was open now, what does he have to lose?.

Holly - he is trying to push my buttons, if past behaviour is anything to go on, he will not leave me alone now, he will find an excuse to contact me, be it boys, business, whatever.

D has never been mentioned either, do you really think thats what he wants, but isn't able to ask, he's probably waiting for me to say i will divorce him, but i wont do that. Also, on Friday he said i could have the business, the equity, everything and now he wants half of everything we worked hard for ‘at the cost of our marriage’.

Thanks Holly, i will try to remember the 'i feel' sentance.

x Eve