Hey Jenny, sorry I haven't been keeping up with your sitch. But, I just read through the last 4 days. Great job with the baking AND the standing up for yourself in regards to your S. Too bad if H didn't like the fact that he had to bring him home. What did he think?... That he would get to have everything his way because you are so despondent that you would do whatever he asks? I think it empowered you and it's wonderful that you didn't feel like you did it to hurt him. Good job. As for the love letter over a year ago....this is exactly why we need to keep reminding ourselves that even though things look bleek, they can change in a heartbeat. I try to remember this when I get sad about H feelings for OW and his lack of feelings for me. He can easily change his feelings for OW and start loving YOU again. Just remind yourself to plan for surprises.
Hang in there.
M 5yrs 1st baby-girl born 6/18/08 Bomb: 10/13/07 OW - I was 6wks Prego H Moved in w/OW: 11/2/07 D Final 07/10 OW had his baby 3/17/09-so her Me, now - happier than I ever was with him
