Thanks WCW - highspeed is nice after dialup, I'm sure.
I'm still so conflicted. I read the sitches, like grasshopper's, and others have put up with so much more than me. In that regard I feel like I'm giving up. If she were to come back and profess undying love, I feel like I now have the tools to work towards a more realistic long-term relationship. But does she? That's the big question.
I do need to do something different, because I'm always accepting. But right now that something different feels like me telling her she should work through her feelings for OM, but I'm moving on, which means filing for D. There is a 6 month waiting period.
