Sandi I've spent the last coupla hours reading through your threads. I think you've come a long way and I admire your spirit.
I'm currently on the same track you were on 10 years ago so maybe if I divert at the next station, I'll end up at a better place and save myself some heart ache.
I'll be hanging around here and hoping to learn how to do that. At the moment I'm feeling optomistic but that comes and goes with the weather these days.
I haven't read any of the books, I used to be a manic book worm and have a library to rival the best, but along the way I have lost my enthusiasm for books and now dust them more than read them.
Just wanted you to know, you have inspired one other person to reach for a better outcome and make some changes, even though at this stage I'm not sure what they'll be.
