and he pratically slept with his phone under his pillow
Oh girl, been there. On here, everyone used to joke with me when H would use his cell as a pillow. That would be scary to me to feel so connected....so desparate...to need to hear every possible ring...every possible chance to talk.
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our situations are very similiar, if the affair is finished, H is till saying he doesn't want me and she wasn't the reason he left, that hurts b/c he was emotionally detached from me to have had an affair and now he is still not connected, so i don't think he will decide to come back? I would love it if he was grovelling right now
Yes Yes Yes!!! H ended his A on his own in December, and it changed nothing between us. In fact, he has been flirting and probably dating now that we are separated. He sees nothing wrong with this since he is divorced in his mind. I can't change this, but darnit it hurts. For him to give all the good stuff to someone else, things that he used to give me. I don't think my H will decide to come back, the road back for him would be too difficult. Its easier in his mind to run.
