he didnt open up as much as id like but he said he looked at this as a brand new year with a brand new M. He loves me, there is no wavering on where he wants to be,,,its here with me forever.

i really want to talk about the physical part, in a way. I guess I need to know whats up with that? back to zero expectations.

Me 53
H 51
OW 25
Bomb may 06
left june 8/ 06
ILYBNILWY (twice!)
7/6/07 H wants to come home
7/21/07 H comes home
7/07 -7/08 long haul letting go of OW
now piecing in earnest