My W and I pushed each other away long ago. I also had a physical issue that has been completely corrected that I/we knew nothing about. So I need to weight that also.

But all that aside I am not feeling really good about our R. I feel she really has lost her feel for me. We have not had any contact since Wednesday which I think is good.

What do you people think? I am thinking way to much of her on this trip. I wish I could block it out.