Quote: I guess I should be happy...all in all we are doing very well...it's just those damn bad thoughts of the past that are tearing me down.
oh ya, and the fact that I want to put ow in her place, make her feel bad, all I really want to say is "hope that charm didn't mean to much to you cause my h, the man you think is soooo in love with you, threw it in the dumpster...even I wouldn't have done that to you...I wanted to put it in your mailbox so you could at least have it...but he chose on his own to put it in the dumpster...anyway have a nice life"
but I know calling her for anything would simply let her know she's still in my thoughts...
funny thing is she's not so much in my thoughts...it's h that is...the deceit from him...the lies from him...even while he was gone..sil wanted to go kick her butt...even called her...I kept telling her and his family that she owes me nothing..her issue is with her h...my issue is with mine...I guess I just turn my anger toward her when I don't want to be mad at h..when I want to see him as the victim...he was a victim..but he knew what he was doing...wonder if he gets it yet??
