LL, Your H is home! I wish W was home, and I wasn't going through D! Who is in more pain here? Believe everything he says! Have you forgiven him yet? A dream is just a dream, forget about your dreams, they don't mean a damn thing! NOTHING!! Dreams cannot predict your future! They mean nothing!
Sounds like you got more of a reaction from Dolphin than H!!!LOL
Rant, rant, rant, that's what we're here for, but I've done something for myself the last couple of days that helps me. Whenever I think about W or OG, I stop and say "don't think about them, think about yourself, and how you are better than them!" I think about my future w/o W and what I'm going to do and how I'm going to improve myself, and not depend on W!!!!
When I got the D papers, they were so exagerated, that I called my 83 year old mother and told her the WHOLE story, OG, how they met, how W wants to freeze my assets and money, etc!! Mom said W would not be happy w/OG after a while and realize she made a mistake and come back! Hey, is Mom a DB'er LOL
I probabably could handle the A but the added pressure of the D makes it impossible for her to get tired of OG, because now, she still has to concentrate on what an SOB she thinks I am, and OG supports her!
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