so I sat up a bit longer and did some more thinking about things...
h did say that he calls ow's cell phone because she is less likely to answer it so he can just leave a message regarding business stuff and then he doesn't have to talk to her because he doesn't want to talk to her.
I guess I can believe that.
h said he took the "stuff" and threw it away in the dumpster at work because he just wanted to get rid of it all...including the jewelry...when I commented that he could have sold the jewelry he said..it's best that it's all just gone...it's a reminder of the time that he wasn't home and he wants it gone.
I guess I can believe that...
so h didn't come down to get me...
I went up to bed and decided to take his way and poked him on the sholder..he said what...I said hi...he said hi...I rubbed his sholder simply as a way to say..ok that was a foolish argument...and somehow my rubbing his shoulder led him to move and well you can just figure the rest out on your own.
so then last nights argument has been put away..
the "stuff" is gone forever... h wants to be home..wants to move forward... h says over and over again that this will never happen again...she is gone and that r is over!
so I just have to believe it's real and that h is home not just for the kids but for "us" too!!
it's nice to be home..
hey, I touched a dolphin!!!!! son fed a dolphin!!!! awesome!!! seaworld is a must!!!!
