glad to be home. kids had a great time and so did I...I'll be tired for the next few days but it was worth it...as far as h missing us...I am confident that he missed the kids...very very very much...I am not confident that he missed me...infact I am not sure I missed him...the "fight" we were having before I left never got resolved...I do not feel comfortable with h having taken back the letters from ow without any mention of them...it was foolish of him to not mention them before I left...anytime I did have a positive thought of h and I it was taken away by the knowledge of those letters.
I'm tired and I'm tired of dealing with this whole issue...tired of caring if h wants to be with me or not.
thanks for the well wishes while I was away..I hope to hear possitive things going on for everyone when I get a chance to catch up.
