a hypothetical call that I will not make but have to get out so just bare with me...
ring ring... hello... yes hello ow, I read your letters and I must say that if I knew nothing about you I would assume you were a little girl in high school. You're extreme ignorance of the situation baffles me and actually I find myself laughing at you and your little fantasy world. Do you honestly think that you and my h belong together? do you honestly think that you are the true prize and that I am his burden? do you not realize how utterly ridiculous you sound in your letters? do you not realize that sure he was flatterd and touched by your expressions of love and forever devotion to him but that there will come a day when he will look back upon his r with you and your letters and little token (wich by the way if I come across again I plan to sell and buy myself something nice so I hope it wasn't too prescious to you) and be thankful that he rid himself of you. do you not realize that you are now going to be even more misserable than you were before you decided to d your h. Do you honestly still think that my h will leave to be with you? he wont..and even if I were to make life so unbearable for him that he'd consider leaving and he did spend time with you eventually he would see you for the needy immature little girl you are and would tire of your dependance on him. I do have to thank you though...in seeing what a little girl you really are I have realized that it was not me that was wrong...I am an adult and h couldn't handle that...he needed a little girl like you to be his cheerleeder...hopefully in dealing with pathetic little you he has realized how false that world is...he must have for as soon as he realized he would also have to be there for you as you decided to take your h out of the equation he left you. I hope you grow up some day...at least for a few years before your cancer kills you..I know you think I don't care that you have cancer...I do, I feel bad for you, I feel bad for your kids, I feel bad for your h..I do not feel bad for you because you choose to add more misery to your life by acting like a little girl instead of a w and mother. and oh btw...I saw your pictures and I can tell you that even on a bad day I am much more attractive than you are!! and yes that is me acting like a little girl for a moment but since that is your level thought you'd appreciate knowing it.
you can live your life believing that my h will always love you but I know for fact that eventually he will be as disgusted with you as he is with himself. You think you took something away from me but what your childish little mind doesn't yet realize is that you've given me a gift, an advantage...my h loves me more deeply now than he did before sure it's not the childish in love that you had with him but I can tell you right now my h loves me more now for accepting his disgression with you than he ever would have loved you.
sell your house and move away...go find another sap to swoon over..erase my h from your mind...he will never be yours...not even if I throw him to you...you may have given him your heart figeratively and litterally (your little charm I mentioned before that I will be selling soon) but his heart was always with me...even as he walked out the door to be with you...his heart was always with me...all you got was the child within him and soon enough that will be mine too.
so hope you enjoyed your little "escape" and your temporary "hero" (yes, I read your cute little letter tying in your song titles too) because he is yours no longer...he is devoted to his wife and children now..yes he struggling with getting over the shame of you...yes he's having trouble comforting me for the pain he has caused...but he is here and he is where he wants to be.
have a nice life ow, I throw you away just as h did.
