Karma happening all over the place..

[Holly06]

Was,
you are my special pool boy. No one has made an offer the sweet to me before. I must be crazy to still love TJ and pass YOU over!
I just want to clarify, that I do not feel victorious. I feel complete, and hopeful and full of grace. There is no victory to be had here, only hurt and the spring of hope. I chose to focus on the hope.
I hope you know Was, I do not want to be any part of the crash and burn. I am just curious as to if it has happened yet, or still to come. I don't know. I just wait and see.
If yesterday was part of that, then it is never easy to suspect that someone you love is going through that much pain. That is all I was trying to say.

So TJ, out of character, decided to push forward, through the blizzard of 2008, and come for nekkid weekend. God had other plans. He found a nut from a southern state to clip his new SUV, and scare this brave soul a bit. So he turned around and headed home. He called, he is safe and sound. Sorry for what he is missing.
What is a girl to do?

I am counting my blessings. TJ wanted to be here, 5 weekends in a row with me. He wanted to go to church. He wanted my cooking, which I had braved the elements to secure the vittles.
He is home safe.

I am so blessed. I promise not to take it for granted.
Thank you, so much for all your love my friends.


I AM SO BLESSED.