H is having affair after all

[Evie]

Hi Saffie & Jen,

No where to go on a Saturday night girls?

Your replies were reassuring, i had calmed down to the point where i was beginning to start blaming myself again. But i'm not in the wrong here. i'm relieved in a way that my instincts proved to be right and that its all out in the open. I have my own kind of closure and can move foward from this point knowing where i stand.

I would like to think he will decide he wants to recommit, but he is still saying he doesn't love me, so I don't think there's a chance.

I won't protect him anymore, the last few months were different, as i lived in hope of a reconciliation.

Saffie, remember you said your H had taken your kids out with ow and her kids? Vile isn't it? i remember last summer h taking ow & her boys out biking (think i was working), i remember at the time thinking it was a bit odd, that i wouldn't mind going biking with h and sons but how kind he was as ow's H was incable of taking his boys out b/c of his stroke, how niave was i, but then you trust them don't you?

I hope i've handled it well? at least my dignity, pride and self respect are still intact and now's the time to just go dark, let him stew in his own juices. IF Ow is now out of the picture, he has no distractions. I'll be doing my GAL activities and having fun with the family and my friends, while he'll go back alone to his flat. Hopefully he will miss us and if he wants back with the family then he has a lot of work to do.

X Eve

ps she looks great in her clothes, she is very attractive and femmine, but in her costume - yuk, she's so skinny, her hip bones stick out, she has no boobs,(obviuosly wears a padded bra) and she has big feet....i know i'm far from perfect, but i have got tits arse and hips.. and i'm nice on the inside too....and i would NEVER sleep with a married man..