Haven't been here in quite a while and just saw your post. Good to hear from you and that you're feeling well. Like yours my H is re-M, apparently quite happily, though he has not been in touch, have not seen him in 2+ years, so he is very much out of my life and vice versa.
46 months seems in some ways a long time but in others not -- coming up on 48 myself yet and I do not feel "over" things and I'm beginning to think of it as just a part of me that will always be there, the difference being that over time that its effect on day-to-day life is dwindling away. But then I've always been a slowpoke.
