Quote: I really do hope the best for you and your sitch, but sheesh, you gotta get yourself out of that hole....
yes, I know...but for some foolish reason I thought that maybe h would throw me a rope...and help me out of this particular hole...ah but he cannot because he is the one who threw me in this particular hole with the love he has for ow...notice I did not say past tense...h is still inlove with ow and may be forever!!! how long am I willing to wait??? I've been waiting 10 freakin years...first was waiting while he was busy with his business...then apparently he got sick of me waiting so he stayed busy with business but also found her!!! but married me anyway...was I just the annoying gf who wouldn't go away so you marry her??? that's the way I feel.
outside of the sit...on my own...I feel pretty damn good!!!
I was seeing a c myself during seperation and continued when h came home...h decided to join me there when I decided I wanted a d myself....so now we will go there together...I really have no hope for anything to come of it other than for h to just get annoyed at the realization that he must take responsibility for his actions/inactions and how they effect this m.
