Oh I have been there so many times. The jokes aren't funny. I wonder why they think they are? Who knows, but they hurt and just reopen many wounds.
tired, I am sorry your vacation and your return finds you in a bad spot. I feel for you. Did you guys do any talking while gone? Did you have a nice time when you went out alone? It must be very hard to have him travel for work, then flippantly add another day or two on for himself. I hope you can find your way out of this depression, I know you can. Its hard to focus on the good things in life, when a big part of our life is crashing down in front of us.
You aren't alone.
PS: I looked for you too while out and about in Orlando.
