to h LL is that misery that he must endure to come home to his children...the person who is all of that to h is the ow!!! I am nothing to him and have been nothing to him for a long time...he married me out of convinience, "it was the next step"
LL,
Why are you going to Disneyworld?? Sounds to me like you are on one hell of a roller coaster right now!!!! The reeses pieces didn't last too long did they? They put you on top, now you've rolled quickly to the bottom, so the next ride will be up again!!
I could be wrong about this, but you should let H know that you want to be intimate w/him before you go away! But do it in a suttle way! It won't matter any way, because you are going to be miserable at Disney! There is no OW, there is no OW!!! OK! beat that into your brain! Do your best to have a good time with the kids! Don't call H UNLESS the kids say they want to talk to Daddy!
If you want to call ME when you are at Disney just to talk, go ahead, I'm not going to come up there!!!!
Just have a good time, I know it will be hard, but it's what you need! You know from this board, you are in a lot better shape than a lot of people! Look at me, no W, kids are grown, Mom is 83, hell, I have to go to Disney alone and ride the rollercoaster!
What the hell did I just write about???????????????
nyP 
