We Hold on

[fightingirish]

thanks again,

I think we will be going out to Utah with him but only once. He will be going out there more than that.

I think maybe you did hit the nail on the head about the responsiblity. While he is away this summer on and off, I will find time to go somewhere with the boys, even if its just the wkend.

I have to start making time for myself, even if its just reading. This of course would have to be while he was away/not available or the kids were sleeping, because that's the only time I can. The problem also he requires a lot of attention, and right now with two kids at home, sometimes that just can't happen.

he can't delegate any work out because he is self employed, so he's it. thats what sucks about being self employed.. everyone thinks its great, but its just not.

I need to do some soul searching..

thanks saff..

tal