S5 is really a ladies man.. he loves girls..(great!).. he is a mammas boy... and so loving.. He was proud of those kisses let me tell you!
I don't think he knows.. he did say you are much happier that we are home, and I said well I don't have to hear you complaining and yelling all the time. That was it.
I don't know saffie, he is a extremely difficult person to live with. I am much more layed back person, he is high strung and confrontational. I guess im just tired of it, life is too short for this.
He is not flexible and over analizes EVERTHING.. which drives me crazy.. then on top of that he says this:
him: Im going out to Utah for work in may. Me: Ok, how long? him: Probably a week.. then im going to go to vegas for a couple of days.. me: for what? him: to gamble.. what happens in vegas stays in vegas (he was laughing) me: Whatever... I don't see that as being funny..
so now I have to worry about him being gone and over there... I don't know if I can stand it. On top of everything else. In my heart I just don't feel the same about him, and I think it happend over time not just "all of a sudden" I do love him, but probably not the way im supposed to.
Im feeling pathetic.. I know.. I should be happy that im home with my kids.. but some days its just not enough when im getting nothing from him emotionally.
tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
