Ok, so what about silver cars? I always hope it almost disappears in a blur as I flash by!!!! That fun little sticker on the back usually keeps them from paying much attention to me though.
You are sounding like you are in a much better place for you right now. One day at a time. Your W will realize what she has done in time and she will regret it. It sounds like she is using the kids to take further control of her out of control situation. You know what to fight for and what to let go but don't let your emotions get away from you in the fight. I know it's really hard when your kids are in the middle to push the raw emotions down. Pray before you speak even if that means before each and every sentence out of your mouth.
Hugs to you Punkt! You are doing great and "throwing in the towel" doesn't really mean you are done, it only means that towel needed laundering (i.e. - cleasing). Just open the linen closet, get another one, and return to the next round.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!