It seems that people are not quite sure what it really means to stand, and maybe we are allowed to have our own interpretation.
To me, I guess standing meant allowing him to do the work whether or not a Divorce was iminent.
To be still in the fact that I needed to keep my mouth shut and make changes for myself.
Not to provoke him in any way, and to try to live my life and not just exist.
I also noticed that when I started to live my life again, and not focus on him anymore, I think I became more interesting, because then he would try to contact me.
At one time, he told me that he was afraid I really was moving on with my life and he was scared he would lose me.
Remember, this is the Man who told me to get a life of my own and to find someone else to love me, because he was never coming back to me.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
