OT, jeez, I'm just so impulsive sometimes and can't stand to hear all his BS. Something was telling me not to tell him all I had, I do have more stuff on him that i didn't tell him, but still I prob said too much. I hear what you say about the A, I'll def keep that in mind.
He does have email, I will suggest this from now on. It is a blessing now that I dont' have txt msging features on my phone (changed of plans to be off his), so now he doesnt' get to txt me at all hrs and push his agenda on me. I'll call a L on monday before we make the appt with the mediator.
I told my sister tonight, she was the only one from my inmediate who knew he'd left before and her best advice back then was not to cry or be sad, bless her heart, she had no idea I cried at work/home morn and night, so I never told her anything else, nor now. I gave her a very diluted sans-A/ow version of why we are separated, about 10% of what happened, she was livid still. So, I will be telling them Sunday, and will tell my sweet little boy on Monday, *sight* , hope there is a tear in the fabric of time and we are transported to 2mths from now when mediation is over.
Will try to have a good weekend, lots planned, the show must go on.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
