MMF, Thanks.

Your friends are right Punk. They have a lot of confidence in you as do I.

I'm not sure I deserve it, but thanks anyway.

even it is to be distantly loving and patient with her while she continues self defeating behavior.

Stay on the path, my friend.


What a difference a day makes.

She is odd since arriving home after her travel, and the court date. Not any closer, but she is different.

It appears that my throwing in the towel and going along with this shocked her.

Whatever it is, it just is.

We talked about the settlement tonight, and her moving out. She was vague, and almost expressed surprise when I told her that I wanted to tell the kids befoe she started packing things up.

I told her that I would help her AMAP given the current financial sitch, no worries about repayment, or time.

She teared up a bit, but I left it alone.

That's not my problem or under my control.



I'm through with fighting this fight though. I just don't have the energy.

Perhaps this is what needs to happen, for both of us.

Anyway, it is happening, and I don't have any power to change it.

I'm just along for the ride, and what a ride it is.


What is in my control is me.


These are my friends now!

But someday baby...
You ain't worry my life anymore

Take away, take away what I don't need, save the good part please. Fade away, fade away.