the opposite seems to be happening. I'm feeling stronger and stronger in my resolve to save this marriage. With no signs pointing to this possibility.
I can relate so very much. This happens to me whenever I read or listen to R stuff...no matter how much my WAW hurts me, I love her more, unconditionally. And knowing I can't even speak to her...well you know exactly. I miss my friend and my primary goal now is to get out of stage 1 - negative emotions...I can't wait for stage 2 - friendship...