Thanks, Dodo...I am not sure at this time. I do know I am not ready though for anything serious...
As for her, I feel she cares too. She has just done things that are not her because of childhood issues coming to the surface. I have discussed this numerous times, and she cant see us being happy again other than friends..
So, I am trying to move on , and God has helped so much in this. He keeps giving me my PMA support and I must say, happy with the results.
Sad thing is, the more I see her act this way (which I believe is MLC) the more I try to stay away. She is losing all her friends, our Sd12 is disgusted with her, and her best FF is ready to bolt..she is running out of options.
I know she needs to hit rock bottom in this to see who she has become....and God is letting it happen, I think...which as far all of us involved with her is...is fine..