Snodderly:

Just a quick question: Why do you think he always thinks the worst of me? I know he thought that i deceived him in the past with our business and finances, I just don't know why he can't get past this. Is he justifying his actions by doing this.

I honestly am in a good place right now. I truly have not spent a lot of time dwelling on this because it really is out of my hands. I am going to step back, but I don't know if he will ever figure this out. I think it is easier for him to leave and start over without me than to come back and face everything. He said he loves me....just not in the way he used to.

Thanks,
M