I did not want to add to your stress. I apologize if I did. I just want to say that I understand wholeheartedly what you are feeling right now and the furthest thing from my mind is to judge you. I know it is not easy, if it were, most of us would have jumped ship a long time ago. Look at me and all the [censored] I put up with in the last six months and I am still here like a doormat.......so yes i know how you feel but I will never judge you or anyone else on this board who is hurting and hoping. Honestly, I have grown attached to a few posters and wish nothing but happiness for them. You are one of those. Last night i felt your pain and I am sure you felt mine. If you decide to have a couple of shots of jack, "Salute" (to your health).
